Since Damon was born we have not had to deal with much jealousy from Alec. Just a little bit here and there. But today Alec is sick and has a cold, he just wants to be cuddled. But I will have to sit down and breastfeed Damon and Alec will come over and want to be held/cuddled. It makes me feel horrible. Especially since he is sick. And when I can't pick him up right away he is just heart broken and pulls on my shirt. It just breaks my heart. Today has been a hard day. It has been the first time I haven't been able to satisfy both boys easily.

I hope Alec is feeling better soon. This is only the second or third time he has been sick so I don't really know what to do for him other than love him and make him as comfortable as possible. He has been so healthy and never has had to see the Doctor for anything other than his shots and well baby visits. Well I guess for the screw incident too, but that isn't a sickness.

The husband has the next 3 days off from work so that will make things much easier!